Sunday

Woke up. Went straight to the espresso machine.

Hitler was being all isolated and looking out my window. Got some good shots of him.

Channeled my inner hipster. Love this song.

Days 16 and 17

God, I suck. I know.

10 Ways to win your heart.

I don't have a list of 10 things. Just be a nice person. Really lately, all I can hope for is kindness. 

Your religious beliefs.

I'm Agnostic. I believe in the possibility of being wrong. There could be a god, and there could not be a good. I have no way of knowing, and I will have to wait to find out. I don't need a religious book to tell me to be a kind person, and what morals I should have. I can do that all on my own. 

New Lens

My mom gifted me a new lens for a Valentine's/ early birthday day gift. It's a Nikkor prime lens, f/1.8, and I absolutely adore it. It's wonderful! 

Day 15

Oh boy. I really dropped the ball on this 30 day blog  challenge. Majorly.
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Things I want to say to 5 different people.


Mom- I love you so much. You are the most supportive and encouraging person in my life, and I am so grateful to have you. You are truly one of my best friends.

Marissa- I just wanted to thank you for being an amazing friend. I really appreciate that we can not hang out for months at a time, and still be really great friends. I also really appreciate how you accept me for who I am, because I'm really mean, and weird, socially awkward, and I don't think many of my friends get that.

Mathew Lewis- You are one sexy motherfucker. Ohmylord.

Andreea- I'm glad I have you in my life, I really am. And I am so excited that we're going to be roommates! I know that we're going to have a great year ahead of us, full of crafting parties and movies. :)

Myself- Remember to breath, and think. Everything will be okay. Have fun. Live life. You can do this.

Day 14

10 things people don't really expect about me.

1.) I am actually extremely organized. You'd call me a liar if you saw my bedroom, yes. But, when it comes to school, the pictures and documents on my computer, and my money, I am probably one of the most organized people out there.

2.) I'm allergic to cats, dogs, and most animals that shed. Yet, I absolutely love animals.

3.) I'm pretty sure I have seasonal depression.

4.) I constantly bite my nails, and pick at the skin surrounding them.

5.) I haven't shaved my legs in about a month. I hate shaving, so I don't do it much during the winter. I'm always wearing jeans anyway.

6.) I hate grocery shopping. I hate clothes shopping. I love craft shopping.

7.) I've had a very fucked up childhood, and suffered from a lot of verbal and emotion abuse. And because of that I've decided that I want to be a social worker, or some type of therapist. 

8.) Someday, possibly when I'm ready to retire from my real job, I want to open up a little Cafe. 

9.) I hate the town of Fremont. I really do. It's full of bad memories, and cruel people. There's nothing here. 

10.) I very much dislike chicken. The only chicken I like, which happens to be one of my favorite foods, is chicken tenders. Crunchy chicken tenders, dipped in honey mustard. 

Days 12 and 13

What's your favorite movie?

Kiki's Delivery Service is my all time favorite movie. I've loved it ever since I was a very small girl. It's funny, and magical, and overall just wonderful. :)

Something that never fails to make you feel better.

Naps. Every time I am upset, or feel overly anxious, I take a very long nap. And I feel so much better when I wake up, it's quite amazing actually.

Day 11

Things that make you scared.

1.) Spiders. I am absolutely terrified of spiders, not matter how tiny they are. Every time I see one, I have to fight the urge to cry.

2.) Strangers. Which sounds weird, but I don't like talking to people I don't know. I get really anxious, and I start to feel like I'm going to throw up. Part of my anxiety issue, I suppose. But, I can't just avoid people I don't know 24/7 because that would be insane. 

I feel like I am a strange person. XP